“It is not how much we have but how much we enjoy that makes happiness.”~Charles Spurgeon, British clergyman
Sometimes you just need to throw yourself a good pity party to celebrate life.
After yesterday’s frustration, I turned things around a bit. The last Gala apple in the frig was firm and sweet, much better than the previous one, but note: the last one. I made an excuse to get out–fresh fruit from the corner store–and discovered owners made a fresh batch of their homemade turkey chili. Saved it for today, since my schedule was uncertain waiting for the dryer tech. Got fresh salad fixin’s so I could have a protein-filled dinner without dipping too much into my weekly bonus Points. Sat down to write a bit. Gave myself permission to catch up on Facebook slowly, slowly, and rewarding myself with a good WiiFit night. After all, if I choose not to get out, I can still be active.
In fact, it was a fun exercise. One post inspired me to create a movie trailer video about my writing. That spurred all sorts of fun and creativity, and suddenly Facebook was no longer a chore.
Not that this changes the Zentangle frustration from yesterday. This week’s Diva Zentangle Challenge #202 is to create a tile using only two tangles created by CZT, Margaret Bremner. The tangle Chebucto was posted on my birthday in 2011, so I hoped for a connection between us. It’s a fun little criss-cross ribbon, but only if you create the diamonds exactly the same size and shape. I am not that perfect, so the frustration comes in trying to make the rest of it fit together when things are off-center. I tried some tangleations of it, and that worked to distract from the offsides. It became a maze, and that made me smile.
The tangle Copada is another border-esque tangle. This one was easier, less complicated, and it reminded me of the CZT tangle Knase, a tangle I positively adore. Following the step-outs for Copada left an overall outline, much like a coloring book image, with all sorts of large and ribbony spaces to tangle in. There was so much possibility there that there was too much possibility. I work best when there is a defined end design, and I can launch off with variations from there. With nothing to ground me, I stared at the tangle like I had Writers Block.
That’s the beauty of these challenges, however. Taking us out of our comfort zone is what helps define us.